My past six weeks ...again

oopsie I pushed the enter instead of the tab and posted a blank post again! Whew! The past six weeks have defintely been harder than my last term, and I think it may have something to do with little breaks like Thanksgiving and Christmas. I need a flippin break right now, and we are going camping in 2 weeks for 3 nights but I can only hope I wll enjoy. I have to make sure all my posts are done with at least one response and have option 2 for my other class done, and I need to do really before week 8 starts because when week 8 starts I will have my best friend visiting for her mothers memorial service so I want to spend time with her before I go away. I still feel like I am lagging behind in my classes and wish I had more time, like maybe if I didn't have to work my 10 -3 job on Thurs that would help. But in the past 6 weeks I have been just going and going and going and its been emotional too. My closest friends mom died.My 15 yr old is haing issues in school and every time the phone rings I am afraid it will be the school, my 3 year old needs surgery and it was rescheduled for next month because I had to change my hmo so he can go to a specific hospital. I filed for divorce in thebeginning of February, my husband still lives here and after 3 years of doing nothing around the house or paying particular mnd to me he has been cleaning and wanting to have conversations and really actinglike the man I used to know, but he hasn't talked to me about the divorce he's just acting better. AND don't even get me started on my mother and her opinions!! Like my friend says " if it's not one thing, it's your mother!" So it's been a little emotional, hectic, and crazy and sometimes my head spins, and I hope I get it all done cause all I really want to do is sit at the campground and be in nature! :)

My past 6 weeks

writing styles and school

My prewriting are definitely brainstroming and outlining. I like it all neat and in order, and this is probably because I can't have everything neat and orderly in my life! Going to school affects my life in so many ways, I enjoy the learning process and the me getting smarter but I hate the time it is taking from my family. Many times they are out and about and I have to stay home and do school stuff, which sometimes its nice to have the alone time to work , but other times I wish I could be out with them! My little son is frustrated and my older one has mixed emotions, he loves to hear about what I am doing and how I am progressiing but it takes away from him too. I truly enjoy the flexibility of on line classes but sometimes I fel thats all I am doing in my spare time, school stuff. It was beautiful today and I sat in the sun and read a trashy murder mystery feeling semi guilty the whole time because I should have been doing research for my paper. So now I need to buckle down and get it done!