Thursday, March 11, 2010
My past six weeks ...again
oopsie I pushed the enter instead of the tab and posted a blank post again! Whew! The past six weeks have defintely been harder than my last term, and I think it may have something to do with little breaks like Thanksgiving and Christmas. I need a flippin break right now, and we are going camping in 2 weeks for 3 nights but I can only hope I wll enjoy. I have to make sure all my posts are done with at least one response and have option 2 for my other class done, and I need to do really before week 8 starts because when week 8 starts I will have my best friend visiting for her mothers memorial service so I want to spend time with her before I go away. I still feel like I am lagging behind in my classes and wish I had more time, like maybe if I didn't have to work my 10 -3 job on Thurs that would help. But in the past 6 weeks I have been just going and going and going and its been emotional too. My closest friends mom died.My 15 yr old is haing issues in school and every time the phone rings I am afraid it will be the school, my 3 year old needs surgery and it was rescheduled for next month because I had to change my hmo so he can go to a specific hospital. I filed for divorce in thebeginning of February, my husband still lives here and after 3 years of doing nothing around the house or paying particular mnd to me he has been cleaning and wanting to have conversations and really actinglike the man I used to know, but he hasn't talked to me about the divorce he's just acting better. AND don't even get me started on my mother and her opinions!! Like my friend says " if it's not one thing, it's your mother!" So it's been a little emotional, hectic, and crazy and sometimes my head spins, and I hope I get it all done cause all I really want to do is sit at the campground and be in nature! :)
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Hey Jen! now I know why you are so nervous about the end of the term! I felt like that too when I had turkey day break. I was all caught up and ahead until break and then I just could not get going again! Just think, I have one more year to go. I need a break now too but I am just trying not to think about it too much. Maybe your hubby realizes that you mean business! Or maybe that he sees that you are under a lot of stress right now and you could use some help! well it sounds like you really need this vacation so try not to think about every one elses problems and concentrate on your school work, it is all worth it in the end! ps. I like that little phrase " If it not one thing, its your mother!" Aint that the truth!
ReplyDelete:) thanks for the input Maryann ... been sick all day today.. so have gotten nothing done and did not go to work... 3yr old vomitting all night last night...so he shared with me today! how nice of him :)
ReplyDeleteWow your plate is not only full, it's overflowing! Sometimes when we feel like we're always behind, we just need to kind of start over! As unorganized as it may feel to you, it sounds as though you're really staying on top of things. This unit is already over half over and hopefully your next term will seem like a piece of cake compared to this one. Just take it one week at a time or one day or one hour and when it's really crazy, just take it moment to moment! It will all soon be a memory.
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